An Addiction??
Most of you who know me know that I LOVE Starbucks. I go to Starbucks at least (MOM DO NOT READ THIS!!!) 5 sometimes 6 times a week. And depending on who I am with **cough** bekki**cough** I will go more than that. As a rule, I have coffee every morning, whether I get it at home, or I make an emergency stop on the way to work. Well.... Anyone remember that diet I was on a while back??? Yeah the week long one that I lost 12 pounds on? (And before you say it Jana, I actually was considered overweight for my age and height lol sad but true) Well.... I have gained a lot of that back. Some of that is the way I eat of course and also, my Starbucks! I have been trying to eat healthier and I tried to stay away from Starbucks for awhile, but the need for it won out in the end. So the past 2 days I have been trying to compensate for not drinking coffee, I bought the Crystal Light Energy, but it still doesn't have that Kick! LOL. Justin tells me that it is all in my mind, and sometimes I wonder, but then I get headaches that are only eliminated by caffeine. UGH!!! It is so frustrating, I know everyone always says "well then exercise". Ok the only time I have to exercise is at 6 am. I can't even wake my DOGS up at 6 am, they sleep harder then me after my parents let them out at 5. I have something every night, this summer has NOT been restful at all. I have practices twice a week 7-??? depending which one it is, if I don't have practice I have something else going on, it has been crazy. Lol, Bekki and I started playing raquetball, but stuff just kept coming up so that stopped... So there are my reasons for not exercising (although I could exercise starting the 28th since I won't have a job anymore, but you didn't hear that from me) So.... the easiest way to do this is pray that God takes the weight/inches off... LOL "you don't need to lose weight or inches" You say? Well if not then WHY did my Mom laugh at me when I measured myself for a skirt today????? LOL! Anyway, I am done ranting and raving! Lol Jana I am trying to "Hold on" not "let it go". Now, Bekki and I just need to go shopping for new clothes since my regular ones have decided they wanted to shrink
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I never said you shouldn't lose weight, but I don't think you girls are in need of "diets" just a change of **cough**starbuck laden**cough** eating habits!!
I think you are beeeoootiful just the way you are...but if you feel like you need to downsize, start with eliminating Starbucks and soda for 2 weeks and see how that goes!
Yes Erica you are as addicted to coffee, if not more, as I am.
And Sarah, I KNOW! It is going to feel weird. Because I have never NOT had a job in over 3 years. Wow... HOW WILL I BUY STARBUCKS???? Oops I mean how will I but, er... um.... Clothes??? LOL
Erica, Jana is right. For two weeks, see if you can go without Starbucks and Soda. I can almost guarantee you will have lost some weight. Oh, and get back to playing racketball with Bekki. You'll feel better. It will take a few days to get over the headach. You have a lot of will-power, Erica, we believe in you. You can do it. At this point, however, I may have to confiscate your Starbucks gift cards! LOL
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